These days, I’m feeling incomplete. I’m trying to deconstruct my frame of mind in order to get an idea of what’s bothering me, but so far I’ve got nothin’. I’m in a prolonged state of uncertainty, and I think I have been for some time.
I kept imagining that after my exams were finished, I would immediately experience a [more than temporary] wave of serenity and peace of mind. I seem to have been doing that a lot this year; I overestimate the impact of individual stress factors in my life. I have also been conceiving my current life according to my past life, which only leads me to disappointment as things are constantly changing.
Somme toute, it’s safe to say that over the past while, I haven’t been rolling well with the punches. It’s funny because I can determine all of the problems clearly in my head; somehow, my heart just can’t keep up.
